Hiatus. Sad but yeah. I promise I'll be back sooner. Maybe I just need some inspiration. With all these sad stuff about me leaving high school. So what I'm gonna do is get up from this seat in front of the computer and go get a life. And maybe a PB+J sandwich. You should, too. :)

I'd Write You A Song-Very Truly Yours

Heyy! I know I haven't been here for quite a few days or weeks, even

cause I'm quite absorbed in other things and blah but here's

a cool song from Very Truly Yours-they're quite underground

and they remind me of bubblegums and cotton candies

so..heh.

;)

Everybody Talks-Neon Trees

This is soo cute. :)

It started with a whisper

And that was when I kissed her~

I'm lame at hitting goals. So yeah, it didn't even hit a number.

Heh. I'm such a loser. :P

This one's fun, fun, fun. :)) I'm going to sail my leaves boat to everland

And we'll go run, run, run as fast as we can~

Nyaha.

Potterhead forever. HARRY POTTER IS FOREVER!! :)

Aww, love this page. It's so shiny. :) Oh and, I also wrote the lyrics 

of Colbie's Circles on the opposite page cause you know,

it connects. :))

Heh. Can't even follow the lines. ;)

Zoe.

Yeah, well, since I've got nothing better to post and I'm too lazy to get up and take a cold shower so now I'm stuck in my PJs, I've decided to talk about my dog, Zoe. :) I got Zoe four years ago. He was a wee puppy and well, it's kind of my first time to see puppies got born so I'm pretty pumped up about it. Anyway, Zoe's the only one that survived from the seven puppies their mother gave birth to. Cause he was really...he loves to eat a lot. So he reminds me of well, me. Hee. And I just realized we clicked. Sigh. Well, I really love the friendship Zoe and I had. Sometimes, I get to wish that he could speak too so I have someone to talk to aside from my fam and friends. Haha, but then, that would be weird. o.0 Oh well, Zoe's about the most loyal dog I'll ever know although sometimes, he chooses food over me. Haha. And honestly, I'll get sad to leave him here when I got to college. :')

I Should've Kissed You-One Direction

It's not actually my fave track from them 

but I think it kinda suits Hearts' Day so..:))

Well, anyway, their new single's out soeveryone should go buy it. Heh.

As for me, I still haven't got the first album so everyone

should just call me LOSER. :/

It's all that I can think about, oh.

You're all the I can think about.

Kinda late for a V's day post but yeah...haha. I also know I haven't

been here for about a week.

I had allergies and our net's gone.

Heh. I so remember being an Anti-Valentine person.

Gotta miss the old days. :))

Reminds me of Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. :)

Wanderlust...

Funny.

It's not really funny, no. Actually it is. I mean, you'd find it kinda funny if we have the same sense of humor. And that is saying that you have weird sense of humor cause I know I do. Heh. Well, truthfully, I just find it funny that my friends and I rushed to do our project. And we were going crazy and stuff about everything. It sounds like we were 'fangirling' and that's weird cause we're bunch of quiet, shy students (scoff. not really.). Haha. Well, it was a very tiring day. We've been out and about at filming bunch of people who freaks out when they saw you holding a camera and I think I'm about to be insane cause it's full moon. :)) 


And crap, I still need to think of a good high school research term paper to be able to graduate. Darn.

Something I'm quite proud of. Although it's uglyy.

(le faints)

I think it's quite nice if it's a PNG, though.

Or does it look the same? o.O

Oh well, I'm not pumped for Valentine's or something, I'm just...

Idk. (shrugs)

:))

February Single.

Happy first day of February to everyone! Yeah well, I know some of us had their minds already planned up for the day of hearts and P-R-O-M. Meanwhile, I stand my ground and still happily shouts, "Happy I'm Single!" oh and "Happy Birthday, Harry Styles!" ;) Well, anyway, my first day of Fab Feb is welcomed with two major exams but yeah, I survived. At least I think I did. But it was kind of happy and I feel great, as of the moment (you see, I get those mood swings so...that should be weird). So before I swing completely, see ya soon, man. (note: read in American swag)

Sparks-Coldplay

Something sad from Coldplay. I don't understand why this song is 

just my favorite. It's about a heartbreak and...

yeah, well, it's weird.

You'll say, "oh

Sing one we know"

By far my favorite page. :) It's just so colorful. I like it.

Oh and that's watercolor, by the way. So it looks kind of...faded, I think.

Yeah, something like that.

Recovery.

Happy I recovered quite quickly. :) Just shoved my ears into some happy music and BAM, I'm set. Oh well, not really. Before I drowned myself into happy tunes, I actually scribbled wildly, violently, with reckless abandon and teared strips of paper in my WTJ, first. It was kinda refreshing. If that's the right word. :)) Oh well, what matters is, I'm okay and I think I'm going to be fine. For the time being. 

Sad and Whatever Goes With It.

Sudden change of emotions. I hate it. I hate it so much that I want to slap it into oblivion. But I can't. Cause that's like, slapping myself. And that would hurt. So this just makes everything ten times sadder. I very much dislike this mood phase. I hope I'll get out of it sooner. Much, much sooner. This is just bullshit.

I Would Do Anything For You-Foster the People

Yay, indie! This song is kinda corny and sorta cheesy

 but nonetheless, t'was good. 

:) And their instrumental music is awesome.

Ooh la la~

Oh, it's the stripes fever, stripes fever~

:) I actually happen to like stripes. Especially if they're worn

by a certain carrot boy named Boo Bear.

And then I ran out of words to say.

Which just sucks, by the way.

Niall Horan approves. 

(Aww, Nialler, baby. Yes, we will get married. Sooner. Wait for me, love.)

Ahem, moving on to relevant things...

This state I'm in. I don't really know. It makes me go asdfghjklqwertyuiopzxcvbnm!

Nyaha. Sorry, I just had to. ;)

Well, anyways. Since I'm going speechless, over the edge and just breathless~,

(reminds me of my chat buddy)

I'm going to end this post with anotha gif. Haha, hell yeah!

Okay. Chill, Tommo.

Why don't I just go on to a moral, instead?

Okay, I just realized that this post is totally normal and being lost for words is okay. That happening to us just means that we all got those moments where we realize that we're just humans and we get tired and we need to let life take its pause from always playing. Plus, it's cool to let loose and post random One Direction gifs. :)

Heh. Gotta love these lads. ;)) Might post a song of theirs sooner.

But for now, Arrivederci. Or Ciao. Whatever works. 

Source of the amazing gifs: photobucket

I got bored. ;) And being childish with crayons. :))

So yeah, it's not really my favorite page. But I wrecked it so

that's should be happy.

Missing.

No, not missing as in lost. Missing as in miss. Well, maybe it still connects.


I miss doing a lot of things. Like, playing around with my best cousins back when everything was still easy. Now isn't just easy, anymore. I feel like I'm losing a lot of things and it's...complicated. It's damn complicated. I wanna get out of this life phase and be back to me. On who I was and who I'm supposed to be. I can't help but feel a little lost, though. 


Gah, I don't know. I'm downright complicated.

Drive By-Train

I've been listening to Train since Hey Soul Sister came out. So that's like, three years ago? 

Yeah, something like that. Anyways, what I'm saying is that I'm hooked on Train ever since. 

:))I got so sad not being able to go to their concert here last December. I almost cried.

But anyways, Drive By is really great. Although I quite get a lot of looks when I sing it.

Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply

Hefty bag to hold my-y-y-y-y

love. 

;)

Good Morning, everyone. :) And yeah, it's kinda late, I know.

Anyways, I don't usually drink coffee so I got my dad's cup for that, instead. Heh.

It was kinda bitter. At first, I felt wrecked after I flinged the coffee but then it was loads fun. 

My mom was giving me weird looks, though. Haha. 

And well, I really hope ants won't attack this.

;)I made a verse again.

Black, cream and white

Rough, course and refine

Spin, spin-how it goes

Making the drink we all know.

xxx

Dismayed when nothing happened. :) So I just drew my feet and wrote a poem about it. 

I stood and read

What the Journal has to say

Though I feel dread

I jumped anyway

I just don't know

What to even feel

Happiness, sorrow

So I jumped still

Nothing happened

Not even a mark

So I grabbed a pen

And began to start.

Haha, okay, I know that sucks. I'm not that good with poems and such. 

Maybe I need advice from my fellow writers at school.

Hmm...

Headache.

Haha, remember what I said about Star Wars and cake? Yeah well, it didn't work. I fell asleep halfway through The Phantom Menace and now I woke up having quite a headache. I feel funny. And as for the cake? Heh. My throat hurts. Too much for relaxation, huh? :/

It killed me to do this. I never wanna crack the spines of all the books I buy. But then, 

instructions are instructions so...:'((. Oh and my feet looks ugly. I know. :)

Cold Coffee-Ed Sheeran

Something great before I leave. :) I've been listening to this all night.

You'll like it if you like Brit Music.

Now, off to Star Wars and Cake.:P

Quick Confession.

I wanna be an architect. I mean, I've always wanted to be an architect. Cause for one, I love buildings. I love how tall and structured they look. I like the idea of planning homes for people and sketching them they way the want it to be. I wanna design my own house. I wanna build subdivisions and buildings. It would be fun. I wanna be an architect but...I don't think I can. And besides, I just realized that after I watched 500 Days of Summer, again. Could be fate slapping some realization on me or not. :)

:( I'm quite sad not to get to bring this wherever I go. I mean, I can't add it to my backpack

at school cause it's heavy with schoolbooks. And truthfully, whenever I'm heading out,

I'm this type of person who doesn't bring anything except money and hankies.

Haha, my penmanship sucks.

You may begin to live more recklessly-heck yeah, Keri Smith got that right. ;)

Some Anecdote.

Weirdly and funnily enough, I remembered Chinese New Year's Eve. Haha. We're not even Chinese and we celebrate it. I honestly don't get it. Well, anyway. My mom, who believes in Feng Sui and stuff, (I think that's like, about being lucky etc.) prepared this really nice mini feast that has all these Chinese food-noodles, siomai, siopao, tikoy-I don't know what those are called in other countries, sorry-some roast chicken, you get the idea. And we were all pumped up about it, I mean, I know I am. ;) But then...it went wrong. My mom abruptly cut my dad's sentence and he was like, pissed cause he just woke up so he walked off. Then here comes my brother who we've been waiting for long and he got blamed on so he just ate in silence and walked off, too. And I had to seriously contain myself to not laugh and say "AWKWARD" cause that's what our situation's in. 


So, morals. Hmm, I've learned that we should stop controlling things. See, my mom was all planning for that Chinese NY's Eve for the whole day, expecting it to be perfect and stuff but then, it didn't. I guess sometimes, we have these need to plan things but most of the time, it's kinda good to go with the flow. :) Ha, and I also learned that...we make our own luck so...while it doesn't hurt to believe in Feng Sui, still, don't rely your whole life with it.


Oh yeah! I'm awesome at morals!! :P

I got my Wreck this Journal by Keri Smith last...last, last week? Yeah, something like that. And I was pumped! I'm actually still pumped until now. It was in my Christmas Wishlist and bam! I just got it and it's awesome. At least I get to get one of my wishes come true. :)

To create is to destroy.

Greetings, cause it's traditional.

Hey! I hope you all stay happy while you're here cause that is the only rule here. Oh and, maybe comment? I feel lonely, you know. :)